its full of vulgarities. sorry. just bear with me. i'm really piss off with myself why m i still holding on to a broken string. stupidity is the cause. i just can't let go of him CAN'T! I REALLY CAN'T! perhaps i shld haf forgotten it long ago. just let it go with the wind. it's pointless anyway. never met the right one. yawns. so what even if theres a whole forest of guys all those ex hurts me deep deep deeep into my <3 after all love sucks condemn love.